Friday, April 08, 2005

Of Innately Meandering Thoughts...

When the mind goes haywire....
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On Monday, when the sun is hot
I wonder to myself a lot:
Now is it true, or is it not,
That what is which and which is what?
On Tuesday, when it hails and snows
The feeling on me grows and grows
That hardly anybody knows
If those are these or these are those.
On Wednesday, when the sky is blue,
And I have nothing else to do,
I sometimes wonder if it's true
That who is what and what is who.
On Thursday, when it starts to freeze
And hoar-frost twinkles on the trees,
How very readily one sees
That these are whose- but whose are these?
On Friday-
(sadly, this was never finished, due to an inopportune interlude...)

ok...now you might start to think i'm slighty off my rocker....but you see when your so bored, so bored, so bored that you actually read the international and business section of the newspaper and become genuinely worried about the rise and fall of the stock market.......this is the consequence. :|

right now i'm very happy....about what, i haven't the foggiest idea...but elated all the same. may be its the fact that i did my chem assgn well or may be it is because i'm actually gonna BUNK my english class tomorrow......oh my GOD!!
i should really tell you about this teacher called LV......she is THE most lackluster person you could EVER find to teach english to a class of briliant minds like ours...:O
One thing though.....she is actually awesome company if you want to research the psychology, philosophy and perspective of old english movies or classics....like something around the period of The Last Tango in Paris or Carnal. She'll go on and on and on about how she loved those movies as a teen n all dat...OH MY GOD!!!(chandler bing style ;)).

Anyways, to my immense relief and my mom's even more immense satisfaction, i thnk i've come up to date with ALL my studs. :O....Right now i'm actually wondering if i have anything, which falls in the "study" loop, pending. Happily, as far as my brain can reach out.....Nothing.

As far as comp. sci. goes.....i think i generally know wat files in c++ is about....the concept basically. But thr r these two most obtuse functions called get and put...about whose functions and usage i know nil. To get to know more though, i'll hav to browse thru C++'s most useless help column and try to navigate my way to get and put. Once that is done, all i hav to do is try and understand wat its supposed to do at least to a reasonable extent. Sounds simple enough. An easier solution would be to just call my bro and ask him about it. Surely he'd know. Well, he should know. :|

7:36 on the clock and i've managed to while a whole half day without doing anything productive. Well, its an inner battle between the my two frames of mind. Now.....a half of me says,
"WHAT???? u actually spent 5 hours 36 minutes and 43 seconds just doing nothing?? How much more redundant can you get? if redundant is the word i want. Now what is done is done....go now, RIGHT NOW and stick your nose in a book and STUDY for crying out loud!!!"
Another half says, "C'mon dude!! chillax.....what's thr to study...you've done all tht u had to...no pending work....no homework....and what's more after all that ^#%#&@@*&!*&@# you sure warrant time off to enjoy the better things in life rather than to sit with a bunch of books when your biggest problem in life will be whether to study the Lobry de Bruyn Van Ekenstein rearrangement or Wolf-Kischner reaction!!! :o :o".

Frankly speaking, the only way to end the war is to tune the wrong half of me and try and convert it to the right half. Now, the poser is choosing which half to tune........

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hey... i read ur blogs.. thot they were well written.. Assuming u come from PS.